orphanage!

Yesterday we went to her orphanage. It was a 31/2 hr. drive, one way. Half of the road was paved and half was really bumpy. Amanda was a great traveler. She just sat in my lap and looked at books and ate crackers. It turns out that we had an unusual situation. We were the first foreigners to adopt from her orphanage. They just got the papers to proceed with adopting to foreigners and then they put Amanda up for adoption. Because we were the first we got a lot of attention. When we showed up all the 'Big Wigs' in charge took us out for a huge lunch. The food just kept coming!! Then we went back and got to tour part of the orphanage. It is a very small place with only 20 kids. All of the children there have some sort of special need. You could tell the care takers were doing there best for the kids, but it was heartbreaking to see. My dad said it best when he said it would have felt better to have someone rip out his heart and stomp on it, than to go there again. The place was sweltering hot. The children had no toys that we could see. Many children were without pants on because they were potty training, and the beds consisted of a wooden board. There wasn't even a sheet! Seeing the hard, hot bed, where Amanda had been only a couple of days before just about broke my heart. Boy did we feel bad, because we had all been complaining about how hard our beds were at our 5 star hotel!! Amanda did give her primary care taker a hug, but she wouldn't let her hold her. She wanted me! Our lunch was nice but, we wish the money spent on our lunch would have gone to the kids instead! It was hard to see, but it was important for us to see what her life had been like.